my favorite

i have many favorites and here's where i'll start listening to them

1) washing my hands after i cut my nails. i often feel as though any nasty things or toxins or old stuff is seeping out of my body through those millimeters of newly exposed skin. WONDERFUL
2) feeling awesome for no particular reason. like right now. i'm kind of just thinking about things in the past, friends, and events and just feelin good.
3) golden people - those who rarely talk but when they do it's super worth it. i'm not that golden-- i talk a lot. but i really like golden people
4) your songs - you know those songs that just feel so damn right to you? good and bad kinds of right? yeah. i forgot about those and found some again this weekend.
5) sharing major things with people - sometimes this can be terrifying and negative in a way, but other times it just feels so good to release and share and talk about big things together with someone.
6) when i get a passage right - theres nothing like finally getting something that i've been doing wrong for a while.
7) home. period. my family, my pets, my bedroom, our foods that we always make and eat, sitting on the couch doin a whole lot of nothin with my parents, visiting roseville schools more than my home district. driving.
8) organizing - but only when i want to. there's a time and place to organize. otherwise i kind of think it sucks.
9) reminders of hilarious things from high school. good lord.
10) times when you feel super connected to someone - friend, more than friend, professor, other musicians you're working with. thats what i want. i want connectivity and shared weight. and damn it feels good to hold someone up every now and then.

and that's where it stops for now. i just felt like writing these things down. try it sometime, it'll make you smile and feel less tense :)