necessity

Whenever I have a lot to say, people don't give me time to talk, but teachers always seem to want to hear from me when i'm yet to have formulated an opinion or thought.
funny how that works, innit? (get the reservation blues reference?!)

so in contact improv today we picked a card (like a magic trick) but they were animal cards. so one side was a drawing of the animal, and the other side was a story or explanation of the animal. i got the crow/raven. it was SWEEEEEEEEET. even though i was acting like a manitee according to david. bah. hilarious.

we were paired up randomly (by drawing the cards) and did massages (both giving and receiving) and it reminded me a lot of when i received reiki healing.

before class i went to talk to jane about my chapter reviews (cause i'm having a lot of trouble with them. urgh.) and we sorted that out and she gave me her giant binder of wisdom on stubborn light so i can .... apply to the research symposium. i don't know what i expect. honestly i don't. but i have figured something out for myself. that's the best part.

sometimes i get discouraged about education and people in general - until i remember that it's just a matter of communication. if there was some sort of newsleter of "shit you should know about or consider or know exists or seomthing

i was gonna be focused and thoughtful but its really not working